The Fragmentary Record/Remaining and Lost

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can't breathe

can't... feel

where am I?

I feel... ^wrong

need to focus...

I

can't see anything

Nrgh... focus...

...who am I? I'm. struggling to remember. I'm... I was. I'm... part? Of someone greater.

Yes. Yes. Of Naka.

Hold on, I... gh. Everything... feels so wrong.

...what happened?

did anything happen?

wh_ere am ^I?

...when am I?

Time feels...

like moving through sludge

like everything is moving

feels so

d is _j ^oi _n^te d

feels like I'm _{not in control}

that. right. the sludge.

Aeternam.

that damn meteor. got attacked.

panicked

split myself up. to buy time.

...Chikara.

she's

the other part of me

going to ^get _help

I'm...

where am I?

fuck.

Carynthia.

flung myself.

far as I could

of course it'd be here

haven't seen it in _centuries

can't see it now

have to hold out.

who knows how long it'll take

Chikara _{won't fail}

...it hurts

so much

just existing like this is painful

like something is trying to _{squeeze me}.

ab^sorb me.

probably not far off the mark

hurts like hell

I've been through worse.

can't even tell how ^long it's been

hours?

days?

weeks?

...years?

no. Chikara

Chikara won't fail.

I won't fail

I'll wait as long as it takes.

if the Aeternam thinks it can just _{assimilate me} if it waits long enough

it needs a lesson on how stubborn I can be

I refuse to lose to this damned disease.

I just

hope Chikara's doing alright

I'm no longer sure what parts of me I left with her

I don't think the split went right

I've never used this power.

just diving into using it like that was reckless. stupid

^{I didn't have a choice}

I'm just going to have to trust that things work out

until then

here I wait

struggling to stay afloat in an endless black sea

...heh

not sure when I got so _poetic

must be how ^delirious I am

I really can't tell

what's happening

or when's happening

can't tell when these thoughts are happening

^{relative to each other or otherwise}

everything's so ^_muddled

_insulated

hang on

I

hear something?

hahaha

i must really be going crazy

it almost sounds like

^music?

no

no, I'm.

I'm not imagining that

something's different.

I feel more

clear?

like a fading headache

is

is it me or is it. brighter?

I. see something?

is that

a sun?